I lost my job and I think I lost my boyfriend...
It's like everything goes wrong and I can't do anything but waiting... I really don't know what I could do now. I really hope for a new job, I already hate sitting at home... And to make it even worse I'm really sick at the moment. I don't know what to do. I feel alone. And there is no one who seems to care but my parents... I know some people do but they aren't real friends... I'm just not good at all this friendship stuff... I always forget about others. It's just normal I'm on my own now... I don't know what to do ._. Some people are important to me... But they don't seem to care... I think they even don't think it's necessary... I just don't find another way to explain why they don't talk to me... I always have to contact them...
Somehow everything seems to be destroyed.